What does one do when blind-folded and taken to the forest and left there? That was how I felt a decade or so bak, not understanding anything and anyone in life. Today, I can reasonably say that I'm back in the society.
What brought from the middle of nowhere back to normalcy (atleast whatever that can be said about not having to worry about the lost loved one and gaining recognition of those who have been there for me and continue to be.)
I cannot say any one thing. I also cannot point at a single moment when the change occured.
I had gone through a lot of problems, half of which I brought in on myself from guilt and half of which came from new aspects of life that reveals itself as one ages.
Mathematically, it can be easily explained as half coming from effort and half coming from grace.
If I can do it, so can you.
~ your next-door neighbour
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